I'm so fucking pissed!

Why is Scott and Anthony still in the competition! They should be booted out instead of Constantine! He deserves to stay! I know he had a bad performance last night. But what the heck! he can still do better next time! Grrrr!

Sorry, I just need to let it all out. lol

Anyway, I got to see my dutch boy today! yipee! lol

And yeah, shes begining to get into my nerves again. Now I really really wish that never you know...never! grrr! Sorry for being so weird. lol

 

 

I want to drown myself in Manila Bay.

I'm in school right now..
Totally bored and totally missing him.. lol

I haven't seen my crush yet. Well, actually I've seen him na pero just his back. lol! Man, He's always wearing blue! He's been wearing the color for almost 2 weeks na! lol. I remember seeing him the other day...wearing shades as they left school for lunch. Oh my God! He's so drop dead gorgeous! *faints* Too bad he's only staying here for 4 months then he'll be going back home, in Holland. Damn! I'm going to miss him especially his curly hair, his beautiful blue eyes and blue polo shirts. lol

*sigh*

I almost got hit by a car on my way to school this morning.

Shit! my sunburn still hurts!

I just got home from Splash Island. And I still went swimming even though I have my period. lol. In result of the swimming, I now have this gross sunburn on my left shoulder. Damn it! I hate sunburns! They hurt and they crack up my skin! ewww!

Anyway, I'm going to open my own website soon. lol. I don't know when. But I already made my layout. I still lack more patience and good mood to finish the damn thing. And If this still doesn't work. I don't know what I'm going to do. lol.

I hate this life.

I'm still not contented with LJ, Xanga Blogger, Friendster and Freewebs. Damn it! I want to make my own site but I'm really not that good with HTML and CSS. But I do know how to use Dreamweaver, but just a tinsy-winsy bit only. lol

Anyway, I hope this works. *crosses her fingers*